just been one of those days...

Have you ever felt so stressed out that you come up with even more things to worry about??

Thats me today.

I am the BIGGEST worry wart you'll ever meet.

I over-analyze everything.

I am on complete overload with school work before I leave for California tomorrow

& yet I find myself coming up with other things to trigger more stress.

For instance... being late.

Since I was little I would get major anxiety about being late.

Whether it was to school, dance class, cheer, or an appointment.. you name it, I'd stress.

I was late to class today & because I was already stressed out, I panicked.  

On top of that I am a major perfectionist.

If it's not done perfect or I don't get a perfect grade or I don't look perfect,

I get really down on myself.

Its exhausting really.

I feel like I expect so much from myself & other people expect so much from me.

I know what you are thinking....

"She's a mess!"

ha & today I am.

I always told myself I would never post anything too personal on my blog

because I don't want the whole world to know.

Always trying to create a image that my life is perfect & that I don't have any flaws.
HA! Well let me tell you... that's false!

Has anyone ever felt like this???

or am I totally crazy??

I am constantly making lists of my day.

What I have to do, where I have to go, & how long I have until my day is over.

A kind 'stress management' if you will.

 But they still don't seem to eliminate my stress.
Just not enough hours in the day.

This trip is coming at the perfect time.

I just need to RELAX!

Anyone have any advice on how you stop stressin??